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Name: janine
Birthday: 7/12/1986
Gender: Female
Interests: movies, music, the o.c, hanging out, kebi, accessories, clothes, bags, chocolates, cakes,
Expertise: i beat up mah friends and im gud at it.. haha.. whatta way to make lambing
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Member Since:
8/30/2004
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| "and it just happened, no discussion needed. we just both knew that very moment we wanted to be together.."
Something was unusual that night.
We were close friends- we talked for hours on the phone with no malice or anything, we drank till we were tipsy, i cried to him and told him how other guys left me, i told him my family problems, we went to nature trips together, i told him everything.. i told him my deepest secrets and fears.. He was in fact, MY BESTFRIEND.. Just pure friendship. And i tried to be the same to him.
In one snap, everything changed. We were in two separate worlds that night- meters apart but distance cant conceal what we felt inside. I knew right then and there that when i looked from across and met his eyes, i knew that i looked at him with deeper feelings.. deeper than that of what bestfriends had.
It wasnt only me, and i knew it! I FELT IT! There was just something in the way he looked at me. There was just a spark of something i didnt actually understand or should i say, something i was running away from since i was in 3rd year high( which was barely 4 years ago)!
That very moment, i knew.. I liked him more than i did when i was younger. I liked him more than a bestfriend. I liked him for who he was. NO WORDS SPOKEN- JUST THE LOOK ON HIS EYES MADE ME REALIZE HOW DEEP MY FEELINGS WERE.
The moment was magical and no words could explain how i felt for him that night. It was something i never felt for anybody else. It swept me off my feet and blew my mind to pieces. It made me think.. LOVE NA NGA KAYA TO?!
Now, April 6, 2006, I write that this question has been answered already. LOVE NA NGA!!!
Finally, after barely 4 years, the first person who made my heart beat faster, the first person who made me spend 250/day on call cards just to text all day, the first person who knew when i had problems even when i was concealing it behind a smile, the first person who knew how to make me feel lighter, the first person who i trusted in a new environment, the first person who liked me for who i was and the first person who broke my heart.. would turn out to be the first person who would make me feel how it is to be in love.
Having different livesfor more than 3 years, who would've thought that it would end this way.. Now naniniwala na ako sa saying na kung para sayo ang isang bagay, para sayo talaga yun kahit pagbalibaliktarin pa ang mundo.
I FELL IN LOVE FINALLY! and im really happy.. its rewarding to fall in love with someone who knows you inside out. no pretensions. no hesitations. just being yourself in a relationship is like feeling free in a middle of a committment- walang sakalan, walang takot.
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH ARIAN!
happy birthday best ko! =)
 
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| sometimes when things are not under your control, you cant do anything but watch them unfold right before your eyes- you have to wait for the next move. life itself it a gamble, you dont know what's in stored for you.. one move you make will change everything.
im never good at playing the cards right. siguro, in all the games that i played i only scored a few coz i dont take risks. it scares me- pano kung ung move ko will make me lose, but on the other hand- what if that move will be a lucky one. i may have won and lost in these games but it never thought me a lesson. akala ko after winning a couple of games, id learn that taking risks are ok- not only ok but rewarding, but i think its the other way around right now. i learned that not because im winning, everything will fall on the right place. i gambled and now my cards are on the losing end. i took the risk and ive gone too far. one move made caused my decline.
im tired already and im laying out my cards, waiting for someone to play the game for me. parang sa inuman, inaantay ko nalang na may sumalo ng tagay ko.. dude lasing na ako. tama na. | | |
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oh my god!! i really enjoyed yesterday! around 630 yesterday, dally and i met up. we waited for nix and jomar. nikki arrived around 7 and god! jomar was nowhere to be found. usapan namen meet kame ng 630 sa coffee bean gateway kase naman this jomar had no phone to text us and so dally, nix and i waited nalang for mga 30 minutes din. we talked about stuff and all. we missed this kind of bonding. kase aman trio kame nung spuqc days ko pa. we'd usually hangout after class- kwentuhan, tawanan, kalokohan, chismisan, kainan, kuripotan, KEBI and mosquito.. wahaha!! anyway, so while waiting for jomz, we were thinking of where we are going- with or without jomar. (sori jomz!) unang plano, coffee lang sana sa gateway. sunod na plano, coffee sa starbucks tomas. then everything changed while we were talking. first question that popped into our minds- "coffee ba o alcohol gusto nyong inumin?" wahahaha.. alcohol daw?!?! and so sige, lets drink. tanong ulit.. "san tayo?" that question really bugged us. we didnt know where we wanted to go!! haha.. taz nung medjo nakapagbigay na ng probable places it was time for the decision.. THE VERDICT: ESQUINITA along ABS_CBN Compound
it was an all girls gimik at first. tapang namen, we ordered sisig ang san mig lights. all kwentuhans, tawanans, chismisans and xmpre dumating si kelvin.. (oo c kelvin nga) hahaha but we were expecting that. o anyway, as we were doing our stuff bigla nalang nagtext c mama that jomar was in our house daw. e d i told my mom to let jomar follow sa abs compound. and so he did. e d kwentuhan parin and all until we decided to get our bill and transfer. (plan namen bumalik dun sumtym, may gig MYMP eh.. hehe sana wala akong duty and by the way if we went there friday night we couldve seen sam milby perform.. waahh papa sam!!) 2ND LOCATION: 9BALL sa Tomas Morato
i wasnt as eager as dally and nix to go there coz i dont really play billiards- mga joke time lang. pero nung nandun na as if naman im gonna sit there and watch lang. i tried my luck and luckily nkashoot naman ako agad.. hahaha.. yun daw ba ang nde marunong?! hahaha.. in other words, nakachamba ako!! i never thought talaga na marunong pa pala ako nun.. the last time i played billiards was 2 years ago pa.. hahaha. anyway so ayun, nagsolids and stripes kame.. jomar n nix won 2 times kame ni dally 2 times dn.. hala, win because of the opponent's fault pa un (fair enuf, jomar was gud in playing e).. haha. and so yun, we kinda got addicted. we enjoyed kase tlaga. tas nung medjo late na, we decided coffee na kame para mahimasmasan so we could go home na. 3RD STOP: STARBUCKS COFFEE right across 9BALL
in starbucks, we ordered our frapuccinos already then sat for a couple of minutes. xmpre may kwentuhan parin n lokohan. pero exhausted na din. we didnt stay long. we went home din agad..
haay.. tas when i went home i didnt sleep right away pa although i was super bangag talaga. nahilo ako e hehehe mahina talaga tolerance sa alcohol.. =)
i enjoyed my night guys.. sa 25:MYMP.. sa 18:BARBIE ALMALBIS tas sa 28:KYLA.. kelan tayo? Ü see you again kebis!! | | |
| dally
the thing i usually do when im sad or depressed..
SURVEY
1. Your real name: Marciana Janine Rivas y Reyes
2. What friends call you: Ja, Jaja 
3. What your boyfriend/girlfriend calls you: >>wish ko lang i have a boyfriend di ba? 
4. What's a name you once wished you'd rather have?: Ayah Alexine.. i find it cute lang
5. What is/are the ugliest name(s) you can think of?: policarpio.. pero may panlaban ako.. marciana hahahaha
6. What would you name these if you had them as pets?:
a. turtle: baggy >>kase mabagal<<
b. goose: kornets >> mother goose<<
c. pirate: hmm.. jason >>haha im listening to jason mraz's song kase<<
d. a hot boy: paulo >>commo!!<<
7. If there was a song about you, what would it be called?: about me? grown and sexy cguro >>girl version nga lang dapat<<
8. What would you name your kids?: depends.. but at this moment i havent given a thought yet
9. What would you name a ship you built?: Queen of the Sea, Lady Ja >>wahahaha<<
10. If you wrote a book, what would it be called?: Walk Me Home >>obviously Love Story un<< 
Have you ever...
11. Thrown up in public?: oh yah.. super kahiya!! starbucks pa!! hahaha was so damn drunk
12. Eaten or drank anything spoiled?: hahaha.. yah a couple of times!! stupidity
13. Had a rip in your pants you didn't know about?: not yet and i dont want it to happen
14. Tripped while checking someone out?: hmm.. once ata or twice hahaha
15. Had to pay for something you broke?: when i was a kid!! clumsy ja
16. Nearly drowned?: hmm.. yah, my mom ba naman kase tried the slide in one of the pools sa province tas she panicked kala nya super lalim.. then i rushed to save her bigla ba naman ako finoforce pababa.. hahaha 
17. Passed out?: not yet
18. Had a crush on somebody: a lot of times already!!
19. Been stuck in the rain?: not yet..
20. Been attacked by an animal?: bute nalang nde pa!!
21. Caught people having sex?: hmm.. not really.. uy not really..
22. Fallen asleep while driving?:i dont drive..
23. Felt attracted to someone of the same sex?:hmm when you go to an exclusive school you'll feel this.. so yah!!
24. Actually slipped on a banana peel?: nah!
25. Made a wish that came true?: i wish i could..
Complete The Sentence
26. I once had a dream... that my loved ones died drowning while i was there watching
27. I'm only racist towards... nobody. im not a racist in any way..
28. I don't even know why I'm... stuck with no boyfriend for quite sometime already.. hahahaha
29. I'd give anything to have sex with... hmmm.. orlando bloom >with his character in Troy< hahaha..
30. Nothing sucks more than having to... let go of someone important just because things are quite overboard and out of control 
31. If I had six bucks i'd buy... that around 300.. maybe id buy a nice top or accessories
32. It's hot. I should take off my... shirt >>hahaha
33. It's always more fun if you... laugh at the mababaw stuff
34. You can't eat steak without... a fork and a steak knife..hahaha
35. You better shut up before I... slap your freaking mouth!! >>im not that kind dont worry..hahaha<<
36. I really like you and everything but... things are complicated.. >>who ever you are<< 
What would you do if...
37. A dirty old guy at the airport slaps your ass?: What the f*uck!  i might hit him.. kahit na he's old.. bastos eh hehehe
38. Somebody was about to steal your car?: waaahh im gonna scream my lungs out talaga
39. You wake up with a billion spiders crawling all over you and your bed?: waahhh im gonna splurge it agad agad on trips around the world!! 
40 You farted while giving a persuasive speech in class?: oh my.. maybe im gonna shrink because of embarasment 
41. The person you just kissed tells you they have oral herpes?:  you b*tch!!! i might just slap him and rush to the hosp..
42. You had three wishes?: first: that things will be ok na.. all aspects of my life; second: sana id have enough money to go around the world with the people i love; third: that id have another 3 wishes... ahaha 
43. The government allowed you to choose one thing to be made illegal and one thing to be legalized?: graduating withouting even having to go to school... wahahahaha.. i wish!!!
44. Britney Spears was at your front door asking for jumper cables?: the hell i care.. get your own.. hahahaha
45. You had a time machine?: im going back to my junior year in highschool best year
46. FOX gave you a half hour show to do whatever you wanted?: whoah! im gonna show the world what it takes to be me!!
Would you rather....
47. Would you rather find the cure for cancer or the cure for aids?: a cure for cancer.. i believe kase na aids can be prevented.. dapat lang you know the person youre gonna sleep with..
48. Would you rather have the power to fly, or the power to teleport?: the power to teleport.power of the mind baby!!! 
49. Would you rather have the power to see the future, or the power to record your dreams?: power to record my dreams.. sometimes kase if you know na what's gonna happen wala ng thrill..
50. Would you rather be really skinny, or really fat?: really skinny!! i dont wanna get fat!!! at least its easier to gain weight than to lose it..
51. Would you rather be lost in a forest, or stuck in a box?: lost in a forest.. at least im in the outside world
52. Would you rather be in a drama movie, or a comedy?: drama!!
53. Would you rather be in a hip hop video or a rock video?: hiphop is cooler
54. Would you rather have your birthday on Christmas Day, or on February 29th?: christmas day!! its a yearly celebration.. rather than celebrate it every 4 years.. hahaha
55. Would you rather live in the sewer, or in Afghanistan?: id rather live in afganistan than in a hole full of sh*t.. hahaha
56. Would you rather be in a mental institution or in a penitentiary?: mental nalang at least mga kapareho kong lokaloka nandun.. hahahaa
57. Would you rather snow board or hang glide: snow board
58. Would you rather be a ninja or a pirate?: a ninja..
What's the first thing that comes to your mind when you read the following words?
59. Courage: hero
60. Driver: car
61. Yoga: breathing patterns
62. Bakery: bread
63. Roach: yuckie
64. Mushroom: yummy
65. Sprung: band.. kase i think there's a band na may sprung sa name
66. Exotic: beauty
67. Pythagorean: theory
Miscellaneous
68. What is your definition of love?: understanding
69. List 3 words that are clues to identifying a person you are currently interested in: hmm.. fun to be with, astig, 12
70. Who or what is your worst enemy?: at this moment.. wala naman
71. Who is the last person you kicked?: i cant remember na eh.. sis ko yata hahaha
72. If you had to be a chess piece, which piece would you be?: queen >>there such thing?<<
73. Name three people you know whose names begin with the first letter of your last name: Reya, Richie and Rina
74. What's one romantic thing somebody's done for you?: secret
What's Your opinion?
75. "Girls are nothing but drama.": not true
76. "Only idiots watch The Simpsons.": i watch the simpsons but im not an indiot
77. "Kentucky is way better than Cali": i think its the other way around
78. "There's nothing wrong with stealing.": hahaha.. i dont think so
79. "Alcohol is the answer to ALL your problems.": sometimes.. ahhaha
80. "You don't need to go to college to be a brain surgeon." i hope!!! 
81. "Music is stupid.": not true no no!!! music is my life!!! 
82. "Your car sucks.": wish i had a car.. hahahah
haay.. this was a nice survey.. it kinda amused me!!!! bute nalang.. now i can smile!! | | |
| im so overwhelmed to the point that i stole a few minutes out of my busy sked.. to write...
im not much of a boxing fanatic.. but today made history!!
THE BATTLE PART 2
Eric "El Terrible" Morales
VS
Manny " The Pacman" Pacquiao
the first time i heard this was march last year. it really didnt bug me at all. i remember that day that they had a battle, i was out somewhere and on my way home, i recieved messages from friends saying that Manny Pacquiao didnt make it. 'so what?' were the words at the back of my mind.. but today everything really took on a great turn..
publicity of today's game really made everybody curious. weeks before, weve been hearing a lot about manny's preparation for today- his christmas and new year alone, his everyday exercise routines, the controversial pair of gloves he's gonna use, his villa suite in wynn hotel and most of all his full determination to win and to regain the title for all the filipinos in the world- all of those made us want to watch the big day..
today, i didnt go out of the house just to watch the action. 10 am, my brother and i turned on the television and never closed it yet since this time (5:15pm). going back to my story, as we were watching every hit pacquiao gave morales was a victory for every filipino while every hit morales gave to pacquiao was a pain for all of us. on the 10th round, every the pain morales gave to pacquiao and of course to all of us kababayans vanished in one snap.. morales fell to the ground giving us VICTORY!!
i am not a boxing fanatic.. only for one reason.. its morbid and terrifying to see people hit each other physically. even though i feel happy about what pacman did, i feel quite sad for eric morales too. this game is a make or break for morales coz he has lost over boxer rakim (if im not mistaken)and two consecutive loses might mean the end of his career. i just hope he will have other alternatives if ever he loses his boxing career!!
on the other hand, thanks to manny pacquiao, political issues had a break today. in the news, i saw for myself that people from different parties were together as if they were just ordinary people with no arguements or whatsoever. it was really heartwarming knowing that there is still hope that these political issues can stop for the betterment of our nation. (sana araw araw may laban si pacquiao, db?)
oh well, filipinos nowadays are really being known worldwide for our talents..
CONGRATULATIONS
MANNY "PACMAN" PACQUIAO!!!
BECAUSE OF YOU, WE ARE PROUD TO BE FILIPINOS!!!
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